This is the 3rd time that I have watched this anime. However, it hit me differently now. I can't find the proper words but least to say, I think I'm depressed with the story. All those hard work, effort, sacrifice, tears and heart ache, I feel like it was rewarded with betrayal by leaving Ryuuji behind to fix herself. I don't usually express how I feel or write on this platform for strangers to read. Please knock some sense into me. I know that she has her reasons but does she really have to leave the guy behind? I know she comes back, but since I finished watching it yesterday, I cannot help but to feel a heavy load in my chest. Guys, I'm not here to argue or anything. I just want to express how I feel since I got no one to talk to or friends in real life. I'm not as strong as before. Maybe that is the reason why I started to view this anime differently this time. As I'm wrapping this up, I felt a slight relief. Thank you and I'm sorry if I offended anyone with my post.